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Monday, June 30, 2008

10:30AM

1 year ago I got a kitten.
I still work at kmart
I have a boyfriend

I hate the nonsense arguements of 2 years ago
"What were you doing this week two years ago"
"Let me bring up some ridic event"
"So this never happened, then why are there two dates within a week of eachother"
"I know for a fact you did this because I save all IMs read old entries and live in the past"
Cant be happy for what you have

getting fed up

Sunday, November 5, 2006

12:00PM - samba

i wrote something in my myspace.
i miss her. she was amazing; her character was unlike any person or animal. i hate time, aging, life. there's never enough, it's noticable and a painful process, it always ends too short. i want to hold her, gently press my face against her fur-- soak in her scent. i love her, everything about her. i hope she comes back-- in some way. i need to know she's still with me-- following me around, caring, barking.

Current mood: empty, alone, sad

Saturday, August 12, 2006

10:06PM - On Terrer *does Bush pose*

So this past week, some shit was gunna go down across the pond to America,  but it was foiled!  or so they say-- i think it's all BS, but anywho.  The real blame goes to Sierra Mist.  Why?  Because it's just 7-up-- AND  the "terrorists" prolly got their sweet idea from this sweet ad....

  "Maybe we can smuggle sport drink and explode planes!"

  BRILLIANT!

  I think they should re-do the commerical  but place in the Paki'z.

Current mood: jewish

Thursday, July 27, 2006

11:41AM - GAS PRICES!!! this has nothing to do with gas prices

The other night i woke up to these horrible pains in my upper abdomen.  it felt like piglet intestines were being tightly twisted and rolled inside.  It was about 2am, so i went to the bathroom, only to lie on the floor and break out in a sweat that felt like my face was being peeled off like a banana peel, where cold flashes would be exposed.  I got really light headed and dizzy and this white noise/ tv static was ringing in my ears.  I fell asleep for about 20 minutes then woke up and walked back to my room.

That morning I woke up and went to work. Driving there I felt like i was going to pass out.  Thankfully it was a slow day.  Betty was in.  We trashed customers who were pricks, praised those who were nice, grumbled about certain managers-- shortly after I was approached by the slurring holier-than-thou attitude manager who told me my till was off ten dollars Sunday.  (S)HE HAD THE WHOLE FUCKING DAY TO TELL ME BUT LEFT IT TO THE LAST 5 MINUTES IM THERE TO PISS ME OFF.  Thus, I believe, Kmart has mic'ed the registers and store to make sure Big Brother Kersege (whatev) knows all.  Okay I could have messed up with counting back change my b.  But how come they don’t walkup to me when my til is over, and in addition the credit-taker-machines don’t work all the time i.e. the amount is 14.95, on the credit thing it reads 3.47 and the customer okays it--- so what the fuck.
  Oh, and girl!  This pissed me off.  THEN!  THEN THEN THENNN!!!  They ask me to stay later.  I seriously hate how *for the sake of anonymity we'll call him/her Guinea* Guinea has that attitude.  Like (s)he's never... nice. (s)he always uses the imperative, like I’m his/her kid or something, and s(he) always asks in this sick-demeaning tone “do you understand this”  LIKE IM A FUCKING TARD!  I always want to say “No Guinea, I don’t understand this, I mean, it’s written in English, and I am a High School graduate (now in college) not to mention I took Honors and AP classes in the English language. Enlighten me, what does this say”
 I wish the manager(s) would take a "teacher-student" approach to things rather than a "Here, I’m higher in rank than you, you do as I say and if you don’t, I can take your job away from you, so do things right so i can go out back and light one up!"  They are the ones who are half-assed trained and build some Ego around the “Kmart Manager” title. Maybe it’s just me who gets that vibe--- well, Betty and me.

Current mood: your mom

Saturday, July 15, 2006

10:22PM - Kmart

Okay.  Can I just say I have the most movie-documentry qualified job on earth.  Kmart.. is...  I dont know how to explain it,  I really wish I had a camera with me  just to video tape my day. The people at kmart.. the customers....  it's so... HILARIOUS.    I must have a "Scrubs" like attitude towards work or something,  girl you dont even know! 
Since I've worked at Kmart
Been mistaken for Diane--- and answered to it
I was called "girlfriend!"  you know,  that excited way thats funny
The Mad Hatter from Alice in Wonderland was in the store
Russians  (Ukraine) came to my line, and I was totally pumped
I had to do drops and I couldn't find where the game  "Guess Where" was located
A woman asked me where lightbulbs were, when she was standing infront of them

This doesnt do justice.. I need a camera

Thursday, June 1, 2006

5:22PM - Jews..

mybawlsrblou: ROFL
A Lovers Voice: hmmm?
mybawlsrblou: ok
mybawlsrblou: so
mybawlsrblou: i'm split as fuck and about to go confirm my judiasm
mybawlsrblou: and i don't think i can even read what i have to say
A Lovers Voice: i  thought you were already a jew
mybawlsrblou: yeah they had me go threw another thing...i just went alont wigh it cuz i wan't more money
A Lovers Voice: you get money for being a jew!
mybawlsrblou: YEAH
A Lovers Voice: ARG THATS SO....  JEWISH!
mybawlsrblou: were fucking born with it
mybawlsrblou: your mother's water broke, and my mothers purse broke and covered me with richness
A Lovers Voice: LOL
A Lovers Voice: your moms not a jew
mybawlsrblou: i know, i but for real jews, that's how it works
A Lovers Voice: damn them!
mybawlsrblou: and they wear a bag of gold around there neck
mybawlsrblou: it's true, if you live in the german area (poland, belgium) your a fuck up
A Lovers Voice: Meh,  well Im a Russian Major to top it off
mybawlsrblou: that's tight
mybawlsrblou: i suck at everything except making money
A Lovers Voice: LOL BECAUSE YOURE A JEW!
mybawlsrblou: it's true

mybawlsrblou: and i'm really good at getting high
A Lovers Voice: lol
A Lovers Voice: sweet
A Lovers Voice: too bad ill never get high with you
mybawlsrblou: yeah that's gay
mybawlsrblou: i'll fly my ass out there sometime just to smoke with you and wanderaround in *shudders* new england
A Lovers Voice: LOL WHATS WRONG WITH NEW ENGLAND!!!
mybawlsrblou: EVERYTHING
A Lovers Voice: Lol

My livejournal is just for convos now... that i find...hilARIous

Saturday, March 11, 2006

12:28PM - bored

mer dechec: did you hear? milosevic died
A Lovers Voice: who
mer dechec: milosevic...i believe he was the yugoslavian president....was being charged for genocide, among other crimes?
A Lovers Voice: LOL
A Lovers Voice: that car the yugo was a crime
mer dechec: lol jenna....always finds a way to make a joke about the most serious of situations
A Lovers Voice: LOL
mer dechec: "so my mom died today"
"YOUR MOM died today!"
A Lovers Voice: LOL!!
mer dechec: mmm

mer dechec: TukNRolle: hey just, its mom
mer dechec: hi
mer dechec: so
mer dechec: spaghetti?
TukNRolle: hi. tomorrow
mer dechec: :-(
mer dechec: im very upset with you right now
TukNRolle: devin is sick today. he is running a fever
mer dechec: at least hes running

A Lovers Voice: LOL!!!!

Saturday, March 4, 2006

12:11PM - Another one of Jenna's early morning thoughts...

As many of you know, I am perhaps the smartest person in the world when I first wake up.  The most amazing ideas and connections come to me in the wakening of my brain, contrary to mid-day and evening brain where I am perhaps the most Polish person ever.  Any who.  I was making a list of the 10 hottest men I don't know.  Sadly I only got to 4 people but among the list was: Mark Bellhorn (oh so dreamy, he'll never strike out with me)  Bono, Jamiroquai, and Jon Stewart.  I was thinking to myself, naturally,  Jenna isn't Lenin kinda cute?   I mean he has some potential.  So as I was thinking about Lenin, a man of similar characteristics appeared in my mind.. Rob Cordry from the Daily Show.
So ladies and gentle men, I would like to present to you what I have concluded:   Enjoy

   is very much similar to 

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

10:35PM - my birthday

Im 19
The weather was nice today
Thanks

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

2:31PM - A Farewell to a Friend

Today my cat, Pumpkin Pie, peacefully passed away at the golden age of 14 at home.
Pie came to us around thanksgiving 1991, hence the name Pumpkin Pie. He enjoyed hunting and bringing home copious dead animals from moles, to rats, from birds to squirrels. He lived life as a real cat-- sometimes beliving he was a dog with his macho-man attitude. I'm going to miss him very much.
I'll miss his "batting" as I walk past him and don't pet him, as if to say "Yo bitch! Pet me!
His meowing and run to the mudroom
Seeing him lie in the sun with a peaceful smirk on his face
Having him stick his head into the books i was reading or the papers i was writing
Him jumping on the computer desk when im in the middle of a paper
Him lying next to me in the sun as i do my homework outside
Him crawling under the covers with me at night
Him sticking his paw underneath the door to come in the room
Him beating up Samba.
And as much as I hated it, I'm going to miss the dead animals he brought home.

I'm very thankful he lived as long as he did-- we both made it K-12*. Thank you.

I love you and miss you, Pie Man.

Wednesday, November 9, 2005

8:33PM - ATTN:

I am no longer Undeclared Liberal Arts

I am now a RUSSIAN MAJOR!
.....yeah that's right  I am Maj. Russian  reporting for CCCP duty

 

jyea!

Thursday, October 6, 2005

1:44PM - wicked

All right.  Since the last time I have updated I have failed every Math/Logic test.  I got a ticket for not having my car regested, although it is regestered.  I'm kicking ass in Russian.  My War class is fun.  It's all about War.  My ECS class is, confusing.  We don't go into depth about anything that we cover in class, or maybe I don't understand what we go over.  I think next semester I'm going to take Russian 402, and then English, and perhaps Peace.
My Logic professor is the funniest guy ever.  Well, not ever, but he says a lot of things that make my mouth drop and then laugh...nervously.  My Russian professor is funny too, and wicked nice.  She's really cheerful.  My ECS prof  (now im getting lazy)  reminds me of Mr.Voss.  And War, I don't know, he's really history-like (derr he's a historian), someone I can listen to for hours.
I started running.  and by running I mean walking on the tredmill and watching TV.  I kicked around the soccerball the other day.  It made me miss Rusty telling me how to kick the ball, and how the team has played gooder games.
I got my car fixed.  and I bought a cellphone, crazy!
I eat pasta everyday.
I havent watched the Simpsons in forever.

And sometimes when I have a bad day, I wish for my blanket, a new pair of fluffy white scoks, and a Motts applejuice box.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

9:12AM - hey guys what's up!

All right.  I've had perhaps the WORST week EVA!  It all started with my car's transmission dying, nearly killing me. But perhaps it should have, because my death would have probably covered the cost of a new transmission. This lead to me driving the van (a vehicle lacking breaks) to school for the next week and a half.   Wednesday morning, day 2 of bad luck.  I go to open the car door with the key, and I BREAK THE KEY IN HALF.  Great so I can't lock my doors, whatever, I need to get to school.  Wednesdays are never a good day, because I'm at school until 6.  Thursday, day 3, the ONE day I have to be at UNH from 730am-730pm, rain.  Great, a commuter stuck in the rain.  Honestly there is only so much you can do at the library and at the mub.  Anywho, I played pool with the guys from Jersey, one nearly killed me twice by hitting the ball so it jumped off the table, thanks.  I spent nearly 9$ to eat at hoco, when I could have just bought a sub at Moe's for half that.  I went to my study session for logic, and got confused.  Thursday wasnt really that bad of a day, thank god I wasn't bored out of my mind.  Meh Friday, logic test,  def got 4 wrong.

But I guess things arent that bad.  I don't have a roomie pissing all over the room.
Plus when I came home lastnight, there was chinese food.

I need to go to Boston soon to see Sally and Stacey.
I need to write Lyn Lee a letter, actually I've done that, I just need to mail it

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

6:43AM - UNH

I like UNH.. it's wicked big...and it's a lot of walking, especially from A lot. I am IN LOVE with my ECS class. I honestly wanted so scream when the professor handed out the syllabus..Russian Rev, WWI, WWII, Holocaust, Marxism... it's my perfect history class! I dont really like my Logic class-- it's really hard, it's like math and proofs...lame! Anywho, I really like hanging out with the people there, my PrOVERs. My ID doesnt work on the dorms. UNH hates commuters. I need to buy MORE books. Im starving. Andrew is an INSANE runner. Megan is sick. Chirag is MIA. I hung out with Liz and her Roomie. I might see Mike and Kiri today.

Friday, August 26, 2005

3:16PM

I LOVE UNH


<3 PrOVES

Sunday, July 31, 2005

1:35AM

I like looking at people and asking myself
"what's wrong with their face?"

I like coming home late and annoying my sister at 2AM

I like asking strange questions

I like finishing my sentences with a "bum bum bum bummm" just like PopPop

I like the Swanky side of town

I like putting my pinky finger in the air

I like dropping things as if they were hot

I like when I get mad, a strange Jersey accent appears

I like hitting the snooze button, because Im exercising my right to vote for more sleep

I like new socks..sooo fluffy

Saturday, July 16, 2005

12:09PM

TARA ROZANSKI

WHEN I GOT HOME FROM JERSEY, I WAS GOING TO GO FOR A DRIVE, AND YOU'LL NEVER GUESS,

BUT MY BATREE WAS DEAD. 
SO IRONIC

----my hump

Thursday, July 7, 2005

9:11PM

Im leaving for NJ Saturday
I hung out with Nolan at normal human time today!!! and had a lot of fun. Love you Tinky ;-)
I did a lot of laundry and got hit in the head with a lightsabor the other day....

Hey guys can i hang out!

IM GOING SWIMMING AND PUTTING ON A DOLPHIN SHOW

Saturday, July 2, 2005

10:40PM - i'm going to change my name to Ophelia bc i'm like her

i like moes subs
theres a ninja around my neck
i wonder if logitech's stocks are doing well
i have my blanket
i want something to eat
my eyes burn around the sides
i dont want to lose what i have



and freds got slacks
hey nonny nonny hey

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Sunday, November 9, 2008

9:24PM - It's Marine Corp Birthday Eve..Eve.

Well Brett and I are done with after a year and a few weeks.  He left me on September 28th. It was for the best, I mean all we really did was fight,  yes we were happy yeah we were in love but I don't think, even as hard as I tried, and as we tried it would have worked.  He wanted to play the field.  And in that process, I got a fresh start to a relationship with a wonderful guy.

That following week I re-met a guy I went to high school with... though never hung out with, Andrew.  He was so supportive that entire week and the weeks to follow, and I fell hard for him.  He's admirable, not some "army guy" not a "typical marine," he's not afraid of commitment, of the future, he thinks ahead.  He's been down that road, though unfortunately was jilted.  He spent the past two weeks home, he was on leave, and during that time I got to know him better.  I'm glad the timing and everything worked out so well for us, and I'm glad I spent 14 days and nights with him, I don't think... I know I have never done that with anyone.  I enjoyed cooking for him, sharing drinks with him, watching movies, hanging out and talking.  There's a lot yet, to still learn about him.   Jessica had a baby girl on Halloween,  Ainsley Elizabeth,  Andrew went with me.  That was incredible,  God to capture his face while looking at the newborn,  his smile was so genuine and caring, something I've never would have imagined.  He'd be a great father, and a great husband.  We're going to try this dating thing out.  I'm hopefully going to Russia soon for a few months, then i'll come back and graduate, see him in AZ before he goes on deployment,  figure myself out in the 9 months or so that he's gone.  We're planning  (I know it's rather soon) to move to North Carolina for a little bit.  Maybe I can further my education there, or my career or further figure it all out,  get out of New England, though I do love it here.  I want to share that "new life" feeling with someone.  I think i'd be great having the person I care for being the only thing reminding me of home-- thats a poor description, but I at least tried to convey the idea.

He and I started dating October 28

I talked to my mom about getting a real cell phone, this will make talking to Andrew so much easier, on his wallet and mine.  We'll have free calling and so on and so forth.  I won't be solely reliant on texts and so hesitant to answer incoming calls.  Hey who knows maybe he and I will get our own plan after a few years.

That's what I'm looking and am ready for, something longterm.  I thought I made that clear with that other guy, but I guess not.  I told Andrew straight up that's what I'm in for, and so far he seems sincere and I have no reason to doubt him.  I could live the dream with him, I have a lot to offer and to give.  I can be that girl for someone.  I hope to find my other half in the process.

 

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